Instilling faith in God

What a life that engineering was, so pure, so simple, so caring and with lots and lots of fun.But now it all seems hypothetical, seems as if i have seen a paradigm shift in people with whom i interact and work.

This comes out of my past 6 months of experience back in IMT Ghaziabad. Batch of 420 students , out of which 60 including me in the same discipline.

Many people, Many minds, Many perspectives; conflicts,relations, commitments,faith, deceit all coming into play all of a sudden.

But that whats the nature calls for ,"the day you becomes stagnent at the very next moment people starts breeding on you." Well said theory by Charles darwin, "Change and adaptibilty are the best ways the species survive over a long time".

Initially I thought how come people be so mean.But gradually as the time passed, I started learning from experiences and instances. It made me realized that "Its all professional world now".Every one in this 420 is competing with others.There is nothing like faith,trust and belief which you could find here whether it may be relationships,love, friendships or any other damn things. everything has a motive ,a reason to be looked upon. This is the reality. This is the world which i have to enter into coming out all the dreamworld.

Its all the place where you feel so lonely and scared not just because you have to compete with hell lot of people but the most important thing is that you can not trust anyone.

Only rescue to you is the Universal Power which some people call God.

I had been to temples many time before being to IMT, but never felt such a feel and urge of going back to the temple again.

It was some where in mid of septemeber, life was as usual busy and with lots of complexities. Though being atheist , wasn't intrested in going to temple but once i went there and sat there for a while to take break. All of sudden a sense of security, a feel as if someone has faith in me and someone is always with me , started comming to my mind. I found simplicity and calm atmosphere of temple as the best place which could give the peace of mind and relief of all the complexities of the world.

So its the Universal Power so called God came to my rescue of all the complexities of the life out here in this competitive and harsh world.

I still have the friends in IMT, who have faith and confidence in me. These are the people who are always to support me.

Hey!!! God its still competitve where Friends are at a upper edge over you.
So as I have said in starting, keep changing and evolving, applies to god also.

Hope u listening......

This experience instilled a faith in god, may be for my own benifits....But still friends rule much over God.

Now thing to be seen is that What God do to survive and compete with my friends.....

CS(Counter Strike) or Terrorism

Counter Strike
1999
First Map:
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Indian airlines plane hijacked and taken to kandhar. Terrorist demanded for release of 35 jailed terrorists for release of 154 hostages. Finally the deal was cracked for 3.
so the final score for this map was
CT(India)---0 and T(Terrorists)--- 3

2000
Second Map:
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Militants killed 35 sikhs in Chattisinghpora, J&K.Militants were dressed in Indian army Uniforms.
CT(India)-0 and T(Terrorist)---35
Third Map:
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A car bomb explosion near J&K assembly killing 38 people which was followed by armed assault. 3 terrorists were killed in all.
CT(India)--3 and T(Terrorist)---38


2001
Fourth Map:
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Attack on Indian Parliament----the sole and heart of world's biggest democracy.
All 5 terrorists were killed
Followed by.......

Massacre of family members of
Army personnel, Kaluchak, J&K.------- 20 killed

Akshardham Temple Attack, Gandhinagar------------29 killed

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Twin blasts,Mumbai 2005-------46 killed
Three blasts ,New Delhi Oct. 2005 -------- 65 killed
Mumbai Suburban Trains Blasts 2006 -------135 killed



PATIENCE...............
NON VIOLENCE........................
RESILIENCE........................



Will all this pay ?????????

I really doubt now a days and so do most of the Indians think.No tangible measures from governemnt.After every attack government promises better and secured life but all in vain.Now common people having no other option are getting used to terrorism,they have lost the hope in system.It has become a usual routine of terror struck scenes on the news channels but what of the coming up generations.Instead of being bought up watching and listening fairy tales children now hear tales of terrorism eg. Mumbai train Blast, Taj hotel attack, Parliament attack.......This has created a great negative impact on their mind.It has instilled fear in their mind and made them uncap able to fight back this heinous terrorism.


Its the right to gear up our sleeves, if not for ourselves but for the coming up generations.lets not read them in their history books read the ruining of India as we read in our history books about Ghazani who attacked India for 17 times. Don't let this Country get ruined more.........
Its time to develop faith in our armed forces and support them in combating this terrorism.